I honestly don't have anything comforting I can say...
We made promises, and I've tried my best to hold onto them.
The only one I will probably end up breaking is the living promise...
You and I created an ultimate bond when you went through with the collaring ceremony... and to me, that still holds true... In my mind; I still belong to you... That doesn't matter though, I know you want nothing to do with me...
I still keep the collar and bracelet you made me in sight, same with the birthday gifts.
I don't even know why I bother waking up anymore...
I gave you my heart with that necklace, and I'm sure you've disposed of that long ago, I have nothing left. You were my world, you were my hope, you were the reason I woke up.
If it makes things better, you gave me an extra two years to live. I was planning to end it before we met, so you kept me going.
I don't see why my disappearance from existence would bother you; it's not like you want me in your life anymore, so my disappearance will make that easier...
Just know, I only did what I did in the summer to try and fix everything, not to seem obsessive or appear to be a stalker...
I still love you... dearly. I wouldn't have said those words if I didn't mean them... In fact, you're the only person I've ever said those words to in my entire life...